I’ve now discovered that nothing hurts more than telling your parent that you want to go to college and you wish to have their support
And all they say is well I never saw you going to college or doing well but I wish you the best.
Sometimes I feel too much. I think too much.
I confuse things for something they’re not.
I’m always scared that I’m going to fall for someone and they’re not going to feel the same way. They’ll feel it but not to the extent that I do.
Maybe it’s because I’ve been hurt so much in the past or maybe I just over think everything.
I hate feeling like I need constant reassurance.. Like I’m a needy person.
Because that’s not me. I’ve never been the type of person to solely rely on someone else. I’ve never had anyone else that cares like you do.
I guess I’m scared because I don’t want to lose you.
I don’t want to lose something that means so much to me.